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  The sweater grew too tight, a suffocating weight, once loose and soft, now clinging, like fear pressed against my chest. The air, thick and dense, choked me with its stillness, and somehow, the lack of breath sent a twisted pleasure coursing through my veins. I surrendered— not to the world, but to the pain, pulled my blade from its hiding place, and let its sharpness kiss my skin. Red lines blossomed like inked confessions, carved deep, traced by trembling hands. I stared as they turned to pale scars, wondering if I had gone too far— but how could I stop when this was the only way I knew to feel alive? I met my reflection, hollow-eyed, mascara streaks like shadows of defeat. It looked as if I had given up, but in that moment, with the blade in hand, I was mesmerized by the crimson flow, the quiet beauty in the red that painted my escape.

Eternal Tranquility in the reign of Selene

 Tonight, the moon is full and bright, Its glow illuminates the night, They say it's foolish to compare, But I feel your presence everywhere. You shine the brightest in my mind, A love like yours, I’ll never find, Each month you show yourself to me, A fleeting glimpse of what used to be. But then there’s nights you fade away, Your light retreats, you cannot stay, Yet even when you’re out of sight, I know you’re there, my guiding light. They claim the moon is just a phase, A symbol lost in lovers’ praise, But how can they begin to see, You’re always here, a part of me. Like the moon, you never leave, In every shadow, I believe, Though your form I cannot trace, I feel you in the empty space. So tonight, as the moon ascends, And all the world in silver blends, I know you’re shining, just as true, A constant light in skies of blue

Unspoken dreams of Love

 I want to be the friend you fall hopelessly in love with, The one you take into your arms and into your bed, And into the private world you keep trapped in your head. I want to be that kind of friend. I want to be the one who sees the colors in your dreams, Who listens to the stories that your silence often means. I long to be the whisper that soothes your restless nights, To hold you close and guide you towards the morning light. I memorize your laughter, the way your eyes ignite, The curve of your smile, how it glows so bright. I trace the lines of your face, each freckle, every sigh, Hoping that one day, you'll see me in a different light. But you, you see me only as a friend, nothing more, A companion to share secrets, to laugh with, to adore. I watch as you chase others, while I stand by your side, Hiding all the feelings that I struggle to confide. I want to be the one who knows each shiver of your skin, To feel your heartbeat's rhythm, the warmth from deep within. Yet h...

Echoes Of Deceit: A Journey through love's abyss

In the silent caverns of my weary heart your false promises echo, tearing me apart. If having you meant losing everything else, I'd embrace the darkness in its chilling delve. Each whispered lie, a cruel twist of fate, leaving me stranded in love's bitter taste. The gleeful sparkle in your eyes, a deceptive charm, leading me down a path of endless harm. I knew deep within the impending pain,  yet i clung to hope amidst the pouring rain. Foolish heart deceived by love's sweet guise, drowning in a sea of tears with silent cries. My awareness pinned to the depths of despair, blinded by love, unable to prepare. Perhaps, I believed in a future that was never to be, trapped in the web of your deceitful spree. So here I lay, in the stillness of the night, lost in the echoes of love's fading light. For in the end, there's no solace to find, just a broken soul with a shattered mind. If having you meant losing everything else,  then doom upon me, let it cast its spell. For in...

LOVE AND REGRET

In shadows cast by what once burned bright, A tangled dance of day and night. Regrets like storm they fiercely swarm, Yet missing pieces leave us torn. A person met, a wish for naught, A thought that they were better not brought, Yet in their absence, a void we find, A piece of us forever left behind. We sift through memories faded and worn, Searching for traces of love, now torn. Sweet words once spoken, now distant and cold, A story of love that couldn't hold. We laughed and talked till early morn, In each other's presence, we were reborn. A bond unique, yet fragile it seemed, More than friends but not as it dreamed. Late-night chats just breathing in sync, In the chaos of life, we found our link. But then you changed, a different face, Leaving me in this desolate place. Why did you chose to cause me this pain? To ignite a fire, let it burn and wane? You were my favourite, once so dear, Now all that's left is pain, regrets and fear. Perhaps I erred in loving you so, In n...

Echoes of Forbidden Love

In the depths of my soul, a feeling stirs, A liking, dark and deep, it silently occurs. I cannot fathom why or how it came to be, But it grips me tightly, refusing to set me free. It's not the sweet affection of a gentle breeze, But a raging storm, a tempest, a disease. Each time I catch your gaze, my heart it pounds, And something primal within me resounds. Your eyes, they hold a world I long to explore, Dripping with melted chocolate, I adore. You're cloaked in an autumn aura, so serene, And the scent of fresh trees clings to you, unseen. In your presence, I drift into a sweet dream, Lost in the allure of your mesmerizing gleam. It's been four years since I felt this way before, Like reliving the first crush, craving for more. Today, as you looked at me with those eyes so deep, I fought the urge to dive in, to take the leap. For I know the pain that lies along this path, Yet willingly, I tread, amidst love's aftermath. I can only dream of holding you close, Admiring y...

"Regrets in the Twilight: Love's Untold Tale"

Here I stand, a silent witness to time's cruel game, Watching you from afar, consumed by silent flame. For years we've danced in shadows, intertwined, Yet my heart's confession remains confined. Capturing each detail, etching memories in my soul, But fear grips me tight, denying me control. I long to speak, to utter those unspoken words, But the courage I lack, like fleeting birds. Four years of knowing you, of sharing laughter and tears, Yet the truth remains buried, feeding my fears. You've carved a place within, a soft corner so dear, Yet I dare not disturb, held back by doubt and fear. It's not just you I couldn't tell, but even my friends, For fear of rejection, my courage descends. But now as I watch you, knowing it might be the end, I wish I had spoken up, instead of playing pretend. So here I stand, with regret and sorrow, Wishing I had the courage to face tomorrow. But as you fade from sight, I'll carry this pain, Knowing I let love slip away, like ...